Lucifer haunts me day and night. I have a wall in my mind, that if i scratch it, I'll go back to my soulless self. I'm sick, have been for weeks. Dean's popped in and out.. Cas has tried everything to help me, but nothing works. I thought I was worth being saved. Lucifer's just waiting for the day when I pop and say yes. I'm not going to become his meat puppet. I have a family, and I'm not going to put him in harms way. The cut on my hand isn't enough to keep the son of a bitch at bay, so if you can think of a way to help me, I'd be very greatful